A l w a y s i s t o d a y 

THE WORLD INSIDE 

I see a light shining in your eyes
Reflecting a shimmering lie
A costumed clown disguised the same
Intrigued by the sun and the moon

Nothing ever changes

Do you see the seasons change
Tell me if it has rained
When you look to the heavens
Do you see past the stars
Because they'll never answer your call

Nothing ever changes

Do you remember
The lessons that you learned
Do you realize
What the years, the tears have meant?
Love is your ocean
Filled with fear you jump in
You cling to the side of life
Trying to escape

The enemy
You are the enemy
You are at war

On the outside I am strong
No pain no weakness will you find
Push aside confusion
I battle endlessly
A victor in a war of one
I see myself
I disappear

Don't try to save me

For I come here of my own will
Here I will stay

On the inside children play
Trying not to remember that they have grown
Eyes staring at me
Move with me motion for motion
Until I turn
I spin in circles
Reaching I am for the door

Don't try to save me

For I built this house with my hands
Here I will stay...

ABRIENDO PUERTAS...


Caminos que terminan, ciclos que se cierran, inicios y finales, entradas y salidas.
Todo principio tiene un final, todo final permite un nuevo inicio.
No se tiene nada certero en la vida, lo único certero es el incierto, la incertidumbre, el constante cambio, el flujo que no se detiene.
Hoy se cierra esta etapa en mi vida, concluye un nuevo camino, un nuevo horizonte, un mañana lleno de promesas, un para bien, primeramente Dios.
Lo único que se espera es que todo tenga un significado, un sentido y un deber ser. Iniciar cosas de bien, de provecho, de crecimiento, de mejora.
Dejar atrás para poder crecer, para seguir avanzando, sin volver la vista para miras y arrepentimientos, sino para recordar lo vivido y lo que nos lleva al momento presente, tal cual es.
En el nombre sea de Dios a iniciar este nuevo camino, seguir creyendo, seguir asombrándonos, mantener el corazón vivo, sano, latiendo sueños y esperanzas, no solo la cotidianidad de algo que ya nos parecía gris y marchito.
A mirar con ojos de ilusión el incierto mañana y esperar que estos pasos que vengas nos conduzcan a un lugar mejor.

HIGH

Beautiful dawn, lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn, I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.

But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Beautiful dawn, melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?

Beautiful dawn, You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me...

Un día en la vida

 Hay en el cuerpo una insignia, una marca primera y única que absorbe la esencia de todas las cosas que saboreamos en la vida, después de la cual ya nada nos sabrá tan dulce como el dulce, ni lo amargo como el amargo que conocimos, hay borradores que no sirven para describir la vida, las emociones, lo que se lleva adentro, a veces no podemos ser más que espectadores de esa hoja en blanco, y sentir, sentir aquello que no podemos describir en palabras, eso que entendemos cuando leemos los versos de los poetas, y nos redescubrimos desnudos, tan ciertos, tan simples, y sin embargo, es tan complejo descifrar lo que es el alma, lo que la mente piensa, lo que el corazón anhela.

Hay ocasiones en que no podemos más que sucumbir a la lágrima, y no saber si es por la añoranza de alguien o por el estrés del día, no saber si se tiene hambre o sed, no saber si se tiene sueño o ganas de olvido, hay momentos en que vale mas un silencio que lo diga todo, que lo grite sin censura, sin escrúpulos, sin miedo. Hay silencios que llenan vacíos, recuerdos que lo resignifican todo, anhelos que pretenden escribir un nuevo horizonte.

I just cannot care 

Your smoky eyes they stare through me
With certainty yet disbelief
The bluest blue I’ve ever felt
Washes over this old heart

Taken back through other times
When the wish you wanted granted was
Something I held softly in my pocket

Innocence left with no goodbye
Innocence in itself a lie
I’ve called that number many times
I’ve driven on that road for miles

Every hello turns a sad goodbye
Every I love you to cry I Love you turns into crying eyes
Can’t fall in love though it’s always been in my heart
and I just cannot be
The one who keeps you safe
The one who has you believe in love forever after
And I just cannot care anymore

Have I given all my love?
Has what I’ve given been not enough?
Is it something we just leave out to be stolen

One time time didn’t heal the wound
And That ghost has never left my room
Is it simply just too crowded now for another?

and I just cannot be
The one who keeps you safe
The one who has you believe in love forever after
And I just cannot care anymore

Just looking for a story, something “ours”
Something to hold in times of weakness
Just a prayer, a hope
A simple glimpse of a guiding light
Just looking for some truth
To battle all the lies that showed themselves
I’m one of them I have always been
But maybe I’m just looking for anything else

I’ve lived one too many bad clichés
Perhaps I’ll live another one today
Love isn’t blind, it isn’t all we need
Every day I walk I find
That these ideas are fiction

and I just cannot be
The one who keeps you safe
The one who has you believe in love forever after
And I just cannot care anymore...